|by Paula Lietz|
We moved into our new house today.
I am the luckiest woman in the world.
I am married to the most wonderful man.
I can’t wait to decorate the baby’s room!
My husband got a promotion!
The baby is sleeping through the night.
We got a new car; it drives great!
My husband brought me flowers yesterday
for no reason.
His hours got cut.
We are behind on the mortgage.
We fight a lot.
He forgot my birthday.
Our baby got sick.
They took our house and car.
He hit me.
My ex-husband is gone.
The police are still looking for him.
My baby is doing better.
Me… not so much.
I am working part-time.
I don’t know if I will ever be
able to live outside my mother's house.
I love my mom,
but I HATE being back here!
I am too scared to start dating again.
I can’t sleep.
I look into my daughter’s eyes
and press on.
Chad Haskins lives in Newnan, Georgia with his wife and two sons. Chad's poems appear in Rose and Thorn Journal, Blue Collar Review, and a forthcoming issue of The 5-2: Crime Poetry Weekly, and Powder Burn Flash.